Lier?

I don't know why ? but i am really having a problem of showing my unnecessary centimental side (which is actually not there) to others without having any concrete reason to do so for example today i told one of my newly found close friend that life sucks because i feel my life is getting purposeless, but the fact is that i never felt that way, in retrospect i feel life gives you purpose for each and every moment and you have to live to that purpose.
parties at this place rocks(its still rocking at 5:46 am) actually whole of this place rocks,each and everyone here (probably except me) is a potential rocker, somehow they are too entangled in weightage of assignments,quizes and end term,
In search of having grades starting with first two alphabets some people participate lot in class!!!
i mean they give lot of CP(class participation) in our terminology and this really becomes interesting for others,
Sometimes people making CP for known or unknown reasons, simply becomes inaudible at other times their hand touches the ceilings of classroom.
Sometimes they went onto define what exactly post modernism is (which by-chance is never been defined by anyone, i told you! this place is full of smart people) at other times they just feel that tie of others is not properly nit.
Sometimes they want to know about details of preferencial share capital when prof was about to start with share capital at other times, after the class gets over they realize that subject dosen't carry any weightage for CP.
Sometimes they say that manager in coma is not a good manager, at other times they feel that they are not having their fair share (fire shaayer) of participation in class (CP again)
and when they don't care about anything thay want SQL to be solved by JAVA ( or was it JOUVA)