Life not that rosy!!!

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Void!!!

Its happening again, history repeating itself, going through same kind of emotions, insecurities of past propping up again, as i sit with lights closed in my room, 1st time at 12:43 am,(am i running away from light?), my eyes are wet, actually it is the effect of sitting in front of monitor with lights closed.

Missing something or someone dearly, don't know whom?? actually so many people came and gone that i forgot to keep track whom i miss more and whom less and now as one more person is planning to do so i am feeling little bit of those emotions, par theek hai no probs, let people themselves decide what they wish to do.

The thing is when people move away from your life they leave some kind of void in your life and you are more worried about this void then that person, you tend to think that this void would never going to be filled and thats when issue arises. I for the one, know that people are more important than void, know somehow this emptiness would soon going to be filled, may be by assignments, by presentations or by another person, thats why manage to keep the pain inside, just to strongly emphasise the statement i was sitting in large group of friends for last one hour and noone realized that something is wrong with me. Anyway who cares about others in this fast moving world, when your own existence is at stake how can you care for existence of others?

You see that this post is in sharp contrast with other, actually am not in the state of mind where i can think of something witty, and i don't want to. guess should end this post right here, i know i will delete this post as soon as life gets into normal track!